I thought I was ready for a long term relationship.
I thought I was ready for someone to be permanently in my life.
I thought I was ready to offer my partner a perfect married life.
I thought I was a nice guy.
I thought the world was cheerful and colourful.
I was wrong.
I am back in square one.
I am back in where I was a year ago.
No, I am so far behind where I was.
At least a year ago, I was still ready to love someone.