心靈與肉體, 再也承受不了痛楚. 終於病倒了.

肉體的痛楚, 可以切斷, 忽視.
心靈的創傷, 有誰能了解?
見心理學家,根本無實質作用.
只為讓朋友稍為安心一點.
我倒希望醫生能給我止痛藥,
永遠抑壓傷痛的情感.
情願一生變作無感情的行屍走肉,
也不願再欺騙自己
不經不覺,停止進食已38小時.
從未如此感受過,
心靈與肉體的痛苦,
竟比不上失去最愛的一刻.
也許,這些傷痛比你以往所受的接近.
當年基督為罪人流淚,
背負世人所犯的罪, 為其釘十架,
也有這種想法.
只是,我的行為只為了自己,不為其他人
是自私的犧牲.
誰能把我從深淵中救走呢?
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Posted on June 9, 2009, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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