我相信大部份人都唔知點解我今次咁嬲dYear 12. 事源係上年37JSSE完左之後,我發現原來好多大學對JSSE呢樣野都好有興趣,而且對考大學Engineering ocourse好有幫助。咁我為左d後輩著想,一心唸住係耀中開始搞起JSSE既傳統,等一d以後想讀EngineeringYear 12有多一樣野係手,咁同人爭都冇死得咁慘。咁所以我就幫今年班Year 12搵個新既supervisor Mr. Harrison (Mr. Rapkins今年走,所以唔做得).之後又搵左d人做Project Committee。佢地最後終於搵齊四個PC, Kelvin, Jimmy Leung, Andrew同另一個我都唔記得係邊個既人。後來我又睇到淨係JSSE一個活動都未必夠,所以我就去左九龍塘又一城附近既生產及發展力促進局度搵,佢地又點左我去灣仔人民入境事務大樓既辦事處度搵,最後再打左勁多電話,先等到佢地寄一份叫Student Science Project Competition既比賽資料俾我。我第一時間搵返今年JSSEKelvinJimmy (同佢兩個最熟),睇下佢地有冇興趣,同時又幫佢地做份JSSE Proposal


 


2月18號係JSSE proposaldeadline, 佢地係幾日前同我講話冇idea, 話想我幫幫手唸下,我當日即係返屋企用左幾個鐘頭唸左三個idea俾佢地,連埋詳細既diagramdescription send俾佢地,最後佢地都冇用到。算囉,人有唔同既意見,我絕對明白亦都接受到呢點。Jimmy又叫我將我地o個年既proposal send俾佢睇下做參考,到2月19號佢地份野交左之後,我上去佢地個proposal website度一睇,有RapkinsHarrison個名係上面,但佢地做既野都唔及我一半,而我個名就唔係上面!咁你話我係咪好興?我做咁多野,佢一句。我唔記得左,sorry呀!」就算!


 


呢樣都未算counter attack住。之後我咪搵返Kelvin問佢SSPC度搞成點,仲俾左份form佢。本來我、KelvinJimmy已經三個人,加多一兩個就夠5個可以玩(其實唔夠5個都已經可以玩架啦)。之後個Kelvin一係唔搵,一搵就搵左4個人返黎,一句「太多人啦!你自己form多一team啦!」咁就踢左我同Jimmy出局。佢搵左Samantha, Kawai, Pricilla同唔知邊個做一team。需知道我一開始都有問過Samantha, 佢話JSSESSPC年年都打對頭,佢已經係JSSE GAD director, 有利益衝突,所以唔玩得。你一時又推我,轉個頭又玩返,咁當我係咩呀?明明應承左我地三個再加兩個,而家係7個減兩個,咁算點先?


 


而家唔係我有冇得玩既問題,係原則同自尊,甚至係成個Year 13點樣被對待既問題。我地上年已經大把野要做,又有EETOKWorld lit. essay,忙到踢哂腳,有d野suppose Year 12自己搞掂既,又要Sampson出馬搵我地幫手。你地認話搞唔掂既,ok,我地幫你冇所謂,但唔可以話幫完你你當冇一回事先得架!我地上年都係咁樣自己搞掂啦!又唔見我地要搵上屆幫?一係就係學校優待你地,唔使你做咁多野,一係就係你地無能咩都做唔到。我地都唔介意幫你,但唔該你受人恩惠要知先得架!好似奉子Year 13一定要幫你咁。CAS Trip又話唸唔到idea要我地成級幫你唸,Christmas Ball又要我地幫你做呢樣做o個樣,Open Day又唔知搞到變成點。最不滿係Mr. IpMusic Theatre指名道姓咁話我地Year 13 D prefect冇咩做過野。大佬呀,我自己做左一年都知d prefect有幾多duty啦!完全唔appreciate你地做prefect既有幾辛苦囉!然後又踏我地student council, 又話希望house system搞好耀中同學既愛校氣氛。而家唔係話個house system唔好,係呀!係團結呀!團結左Year 12呀嘛!做之前又唔問下我地覺得點,話做就做,無端端俾人編左入一個house之後又要俾人head住。咁多時間搞d無聊野就點使我地幫你呀?根本就係做野冇心!只係想做一d有興趣既野,冇興趣既就想我地Year 13幫佢地搞掂哂!係呀!佢地今年好彩,有班白痴既Year 13幫佢地!之前我覺得Karl佢地好似過份左少少,又寫信又簽名,而家我好懷疑點解Karl唔將封信俾Mr. Ip,我亦都好明白點解止次佢咁嬲。


 


我決定左,即使Year 12死都好,我都唔會幫佢地。我俾野一隻狗食佢地尚且知道邊個對佢好呀,而家我地對佢地直頭將心比己,有人良心當狗肺!都唔係望你知恩圖報啦!只係想你appreciate一下咁者!都唔係要求得太過份呀係咪?各位有同感既可以join我,唔認同既可以繼續幫佢地,我亦都無話可說啦!


 

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Posted on February 26, 2005, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. 你好多時間
    好admire你

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